There are days when Maya is very much committed to pushing me to the brink of madness trying to figure out where she stands now that the new baby is here. But all of that is directed towards me. She has nothing but love for her baby sister and is smitten with every little thing she does. Now if she could just understand that I love her no less and possibly give me a little break, that would be just swell. Just f*****g swell.